maybe..................

Therapy today was tough is still tough doesnt seem to be getting better tough. These so far are the random thoughts that have gone through our head.

Leave this earth forever

Cut the badness away

Unmark our marked body

Vomit (already done that over and over)

Road rage (not a great drive home)

internal random violence

But out of all this list unmark our marked body is a huge one right now.  i feel so overwhelmed by the pain  and i wan to unmark my body, i want those secret markings of Satan gone, no one can see it but those who know and can find me as one of them and i need them gone. 

Im in pain terrible aching long ending pain and im afraid that i cant go on,

Maybe this is time to say no more, maybe i cant go on

Deshanti